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Tired So I was all ambitious earlier this year about getting tons of art done this summer, and starting a new account and trying to do some commissions... But apparently I'm just a failure. : P I mean, I think about it all the time, but I'm just way too lazy during the summer, and just not feeling positive enough to get going on anything. :/
I went on a trip to Germany right after school ended, and that was great, but I really wanted a break from everything after that. And now between trying to work full time hours at my crappy DQ job to get myself through my design degree and taking care of my aunt and uncle's house while they're on vacation and missing the boyfriend I finally got and then had to leave for the summer after one month of being a couple, I'm feeling a little down in the dumps and not motivated at all. Maybe I just need more exercise... Also missing some good old fashioned nerd-company at this point. Wish I had gone to Ai-kon this year. At least it would give me a break from work. :/
Hey, but don't mind me, just feeling sorry for myself! : P And I'm sure things will look up. Bf's coming to visit in a few weeks time, and I think I'm at the beginning of an upswing when it comes to artistic productivity. The summer is suddenly zooming by very quickly, and I'm realizing that I should really have something to show for it! : P So hopefully you can expect some updates from me... (Not promising anything though, lol).
Seriously though, if anyone has any words of encouragement, or even harsh words to slap my unmotivated butt into shape I would appreciate it.
I would gladly take some requests, since I work a lot better if someone gives me an idea and is actually expecting me to deliver on it. I need clients! 
If you every want some in-direct nerd company, you can always talk to me, bro! MSG me on Facebook or add me on skype and we can nerd it the hell up in here (my Skype is ToastSamurai if u have it)
There's nothing wrong with feeling sorry for yourself once in a while, but jsut remember to get yourself ont rack in the end. I onjce heard a quote somthing like, "Feeling sorry for yourself only makes you feel better, but if you push that aside and push forward to put one foot in front of the other and solve your problems, everyone else can benefit from it too"
^Really shitty quote re-creation. But i hope the point gets across.
I also look up random quotes when im feeling demotivated or uninspired. Usually martial arts qupotes work really well, but if you just google a general, "Motivational quote" thing, you're bound to egt some good ones. Maybe it's kind of lame, but it helps me xD
So I don't know, keep your head up for now and if you every wanna talk send me a PM on any one of my online accounts!
ALSO DUDE I WANT A REQUESTS. GRGHBRGHGR, COUDL YOU DRAW ONE OF MY CHARAKTERZ?
I WILL TOTALLY DRAW ONE OF YOUR CHARAKTERZ! Lol, I really like your designs, so I'll definitely give it a shot! Hope I won't draw them out of character or anything though. I'll do my research.
YEY, YOU ARE A PRO! : D so excite!